Thursday, June 11, 2009

Brazilian Homecoming





My trip to Brazil was uneventful but a tad bit exhausting. I somehow managed to only have 45 minutes between each of my flights and considering they were all on the late side, I did my fair share of terminal running (I knew there was a reason that lack of backpack space forced me to wear my running shoes to travel). I had a couple of interesting row partners. First, a Spanish guy who engaged me in conversation in Spanish when really I should have been avoiding speaking the language that has recently corrupted my Portuguese (I of course found out at the end of the flight that he lives in the United States and speaks perfectly fine English and only pretended not to because he “misses” speaking Spanish, ayaya). On my 9-hour red-eye flight, I found myself sandwiched between a middle-aged man and a young capoerista. Both came close to leaning their heads on my shoulders as they slept soundly the entire flight. I, on the other hand, forced myself to stay awake long enough to watch “Confessions of a Shopaholic,” which turned me into one of those people that laughs on flights when everyone else is trying to sleep. Oops.

Fast-forward 3 flights and 24 hours later and I landed in Salvador de Bahia, greeted by my friend Adriane who swept me off into the land of amazing hosting abilities. Before I knew it my bags were off my back, I was well fed, bathed and sitting on the couch forcing myself to stay awake until 8pm, which I deemed a safe hour to go to bed and not wake up in the middle of the night wide awake. Perhaps not a glorious, rock star reentry into Brazil, but let’s face it when you are so tired that you are unable to string together logical sentences in your native language, nevermind a language you haven’t spoken on a daily basis for two years, resigning yourself to staying in and watching tv for a couple of hours isn’t such a bad idea.

After sleeping 10 hours straight I got up to catch an early bus to Lencois. During the 6 hour drive I still managed to sleep on-and-off but when I was awake I noted that everything was a lot greener than I remembered. I’m not sure of this is due to my new life in the desert or the fact that I’ve come here previously during drier months. In any case, the green, lush landscape was a nice surprise. I will admit that when the bus turned onto the side road to Lencois I started feeling nervous. What if it wasn’t like I remembered? What if I wasn’t as happy there? What if my research failed and I had to change my entire dissertation project? As my nervousness threatened to turn into panic, the bus turned the final bend into the town and there Lencois was welcoming me once again. It is amazing how a place you’ve been to three times before can still strike you by its awe-inspiring beauty. Colorful houses nestled into green rolling hills, the Rio Serrano rushing through the center of town and the peaceful energy that comes from a place where no one is hurrying to get anywhere. My nerves disappeared, along with panic about my research; instead I wished I had come sooner and that I wouldn’t have to leave. Perhaps premature thinking, and I’m sure it will change several times in the next 2 months, but I prefer “I don’t want to leave” to “should I be here?” any day.

My friend Chris, the inn owner, was there to greet me at the bus stop and drive my stuff and I to his inn. There I was greeted by the same staff members who were working there when I left and escorted to one of the many rooms I had stayed in when I lived there in 2006. I was overwhelmed with an excitement to be back that I’d been waiting to hit me on the journey to Brazil, on my arrival in Salvador, and on the trip to Lencois. But it was in Lencois, when left alone in my room, that the urge to yell “Woohoo!” finally hit me. As I walked around town that afternoon it appeared that nothing had changed- some places had closed, some had opened. The town is busy preparing itself for the Festa de São João (the biggest holiday in northeastern Brazil) and so there was a lot of bustling about. I’m glad I will have ten days to get comfortable before people pour into town for the festivities. I’ll close out by saying that I spent the rest of my first day with my close friend Katia (who you will be hearing much more about) and her family, which was the final step in my [Brazilian] homecoming.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Maine is Where The Heart Is







I’m writing this entry from the lovely city of Boston where I await the start of my long (48 hour) trip to Lençois, Bahia, Brazil. It seems like only yesterday that I was sitting lakeside in Maine….Wait it was only yesterday. Yes, 17 days in Maine was exactly what I needed to catch up on sleep, do some creative writing (and some not-so-creative proposal writing) and really think about my thesis and what I hope to accomplish in Brazil. I of course left plenty of time for running, kayaking, yoga and gardening. One would think that endless days of solitude would be challenging for an extrovert like me, but surprisingly it was wonderfully refreshing to be only accountable to my own whims and fancy. Truth be told I was actually only alone 9 out of 17 days. My parents bookended the weeks when they dropped me off and picked me up, and I was joined for the middle weekend by my dear friends Theresa, Matthew, Angela and my godson Quinten. When you have such an amazing place at your disposal it’s best to share it as much as possible with the people you love! All that said, I’m glad I took that time “off” instead of going directly to Brazil when the summer ended. I feel completed rested, invigorated and ready to go. Looking at the clock now I actually need to go! So I will leave my other thoughts for another entry. Hope your summer is beautiful so far!

Friday, May 22, 2009

2.5 Little Days in Little Rhody








I think I somehow forgot how green New England is. I suppose that when you come home in the greyer than grey months of December and March it is easy to forget that as soon as the weather gets above 50 degrees (fahrenheit) it becomes magnificently green and lush here. I've spent the last 2 days with my best friend and her two adorable sons Quinten and Xavier. I love being an auntie- days of playing followed by evenings to myself. I don't believe I am ready to be full time mother yet (well except to my PhD baby, which with its 6 year gestation period keeps me pretty occupied). I am amazed by Angela who finished graduate school while being a full time mom, and now does double duty working and taking care of her boys. I know there are millions of women around the world who do this; but Angela does so with a level of energy and patience that I can only hope I'll have someday. I also got to spend some quality with my parents, Tia Carman and cousin Melissa. Visits to Rhode Island are always whirlwind trips filled with love, laughter and food, which is just what someone needs after a long semester of school. Now onto a Memorial Day weekend with my family in Maine, followed by two (relatively) solitary weeks of writing and reading. Summers are the best reward for graduate students.

Monday, May 18, 2009

What Happens in San Diego Stays in San Diego







I had myself a little adventure on the way to San Diego.  After staying up until 6am working on a final paper, I left for the airport with four hours of sleep and a day of running errands under my belt.  I arrived at the airport an hour early and discovered I had no government issued id on me (where, oh where might my license be).  So I decided to race home to find my license/passport and race back to the airport to try and make my flight. Somehow (call it a miracle, call it my Boston/NYC driving skills), I managed to drive the relatively congested route to my house, find my passport, drive back to the airport, and board the plane 47 minutes after my initial airport arrival.  I can only imagine what I looked like as I ran through security, attracting comments like, “Are you getting on the Olympic plane. Hardi har har” from the security agents.  But I made it and was rewarded with a fantastic long weekend in San Diego.  Family time, good food, the beach and of course some dancing.  I couldn’t of asked for a nicer weekend away…actually more sleep and not having to get up every day and work on a paper while everyone else slept would have been nice. Nah! Who needs sleep?  As for the anthropologist in San Diego, I think I found a new research topic- an ethnography of professional poker players living in San Diego.  Now what would the participant observation look like for that project? 

 The semester is over and after a weekend of going to cook outs, baby showers, brunches, lunches, happy hours, and dinners saying goodbye to everyone for three months, I can safely say two things- 1) I have wonderful friends here in Tucson, 2) I’m looking forward to leaving the desert heat and spending time in Rhode Island and Maine with my family and with myself.  

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Where I'll Be And When

May 8- May 12: San Diego, CA
May 13-May 19: Tucson, AZ
May 19- May 22: Rhode Island
May 22- June 7: St. Albans, ME
June-7-June 8: Boston, MA
June 8-August 5: Lencois, Bahia, Brazil
August 6-August 7: Tucson, AZ
August 7- 12: Portland, OR
August 12- 15: Seattle, WA
August 15-20: Yosemite, CA
August 20-------------Tucson, AZ!

Why I'm Blogging

Up until now I have been reluctant to join the blogging world.  I was, and in some ways still am, of the opinion that it would be rather narcissistic of me to think that people would be interested to read what I write.  But here you are reading this right now!  As I return to my nomadic lifestyle and bounce around the Americas for the next three months, I decided that withdrawing from social networking websites and daily email conversations is a wonderful part of that lifestyle (for me).  However, I do enjoy sharing stories of my “exploits and escapades” and blogging seems like a natural replacement for the detailed emails and photo albums I normally send. So here you have it. Please feel free to comment on this blog and let me know what you enjoyed or didn’t enjoy reading about, agreed or disagreed with, etc, etc.  This blog is a writing and thought experiment for me and I would love your feedback.  Also please feel free to share this blog with anyone who you think might enjoy it; it is not meant to be private.

 As many of you know I spent the six years between my undergraduate and graduate education perpetually on the road, signing on for new adventures as the came my way- Peace Corps in Senegal, working on an organic farm in NY, “fundraising” in Boston, working at a national park in Brazil, leading a student group in Senegal, more “fundraising” in Boston, solo cross-country road trip ending with a job working for Yosemite National Park and the Forest Service in California, and then back to Brazil for my last summer before starting graduate school in the Fall of 2007.  I remind/inform you of this for two reasons.  First, if you were one of the amazing people I encountered “on the road,” I hope that this triggers some memories for you as it does for me.  Second, I wanted to give some background on why this summer, embarking on three months of travel for research and leisure, means so much to me after two sedentary years in graduate school.

 The decision I made to go to graduate school for six years (if I’m lucky) was a daunting one.  However, not in the way people might think. The biggest challenge for me was the commitment to stay in one place for so many years and for that one place to be in the United States.  I have a contentious relationship with living in the US.  I love being close to my family and old friends and acknowledge that there are many wonderful things about life in the states; but a big part of me feels happier when I’m abroad.  I think that’s another blog entry though.  What I’m really trying to express is this- I loved my life as a [virtual] nomad and I am excited to be returning to that even if only for three months.

 Though not everything I write in this blog will be related to my work as an anthropologist, I don’t think I will be able to avoid writing things using anything other than a reflexive anthropological lens (the anthropologists reading this would understand what I mean).  Being an anthropologist is not just a job- I’m not just an anthropologist when I’m in Brazil doing my fieldwork, or when I’m at my computer writing papers, or going to class.  I am still one when I’m visiting my family, conversing with a friend on a hike, and even sitting alone by a lake in Maine.   Thus, this blog will include reflections on my experiences this summer doing my thesis research in Brazil, as well as my visits to family and friends on the west and east coast of the United States. 

 Thanks for joining me on my adventure!